Sunday, November 30, 2008

Album Review: Funeral - The Arcade Fire (Written for my Mass Media class [TVR 6.5] in 09.08)


For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.
- Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

The Arcade Fire's 2004 debut album Funeral got its title because some members of the band had experienced losses in their families throughout the recording process. Through ten songs, they turned their pain and heartache into an outstanding, powerful, lush and overall rocking record, proving that there is indeed life after death.

While listening to this album on repeat for the last couple of weeks, I have drawn parallels with the most of the music, atmosphere and lyrics from this album with three significant days in my life: the day I found out my father died, the day after I found out my father died, and the day of my father’s funeral. The quote from Ecclesiastes above was read at my father’s funeral and bits and pieces of it definitely crossed my mind more than once while listening to this album.

The album opens up with the cinematic “Neighborhood #1 (Tunnels).” The opening notes/riff is reminiscent of the introduction of the song “Two Step” from the Dave Matthews Band. But, while listening, you can tell that they are not ripping them off and that they have another agenda in mind. This is the first of four songs on this album that have a ‘neighborhood’ theme. “Tunnels” takes you into a sort of a 1950’s Americana neighborhood where teenagers had to sneak out of their houses in order to be with their boyfriends or girlfriends. The instrumentation, in my opinion, represents a boy and a girl coming together. When listening to the song with headphones, you hear the introduction played by a piano, which is quite soft and feminine, in the left ear, and in the right ear you hear it played by an electric guitar, which could be considered rough and masculine in some ways.

The neighborhood that I live in, Marine Park, is a pretty quiet neighborhood; almost suburban-like. It is very calm in the morning, which is the time of day that I left to go to work the day that I found out that my father had died. I thought that this would be a regular summer day; register new students coming into Brooklyn College, enjoy some expensive coffee and come home tired from a long days work.

From here, we are then transported to another ‘neighborhood’ with the next track, “Neighborhood #2 (Laika).” They tell the story of Alexander, who is based on Laika, the first dog to be put into orbit by the Soviets on the space shuttle Sputnik 2 in 1957 who died soon after the shuttle was launched. You can hear the similarities between their Alexander and Laika within the lyrics. Both are on “great adventures” and they’re doing it “for the neighborhood,” which in this case, can be the entire then Soviet Union when talking about Laika. It sounds as if you are hearing street music when you’re walking through a Russian neighborhood. This song is one of the best on the album and definitely makes the accordion sounds cool, which I never thought could happen.

The bus that I take to get on campus runs through highly Russian and Orthodox Jewish neighborhoods. While listening to it on the bus ride to and from school, I saw people walking up and down the blocks and the music just seemed to fit the atmosphere that I pass through everyday on the bus ride to school.

“Une Année Sans Lumière” (translation: a year without light) is one of the slower songs on the album, but that doesn’t mean that it’s not powerful. Although the French lyrics are a bit hard to understand in translation (“Je monte un cheval/Qui porte des oeilleres” roughly translates to “I ride a horse that wears blinkers” and “La nuit, mes yeux t'eclairent/Ne dis pas à ton père/Qu'il porte des oeillieres” roughly translates to “Tonight, my eyes light you up/Don’t tell your dad that he’s wearing blinkers”) the song makes a statement. Just when you think that the song is going to end on the 2:43 mark when everything starts to slow down, the song picks up speed, if only for a minute. As if to be saying that yes, the lights are out and you might be down, but let’s make the best of it and have a bit of fun. “A time to mourn, and a time to dance.”

“Neighborhood #3 (Power Out)” is another rocker; very powerful and definitely in-your-face with the opening riff. There is a lot of aggression and angst throughout this song and you would think that a riot is going to start any minute. It reminds me of the opening scene of Rent where everyone is burning every piece of paper that they have to keep warm and are complaining to their landlord about how much they are paying in rent to keep the apartments. “A time to keep silence, and a time to speak.”

“Neighborhood #4 (7 Kettles)” and “Crown Of Love” sound like they could have been released on Paul McCartney’s first solo album McCartney in 1970. Both songs have a very down-home feel to it, very simple instrumentation. One thing that I love about “7 Kettles” this song is how the violins sound like teakettles. And the last verse of “Crown Of Love” describes my situation with someone that means a lot to me at the moment (“You got to be the one/You got to be the way/Your name is the only word that I can say”).

“Wake Up” is quite reminiscent of any given David Bowie song, which isn’t a bad thing. They’re urging children to “wake up…before they turn the summer into dust.” And just when you think that the song will go in one direction musically, it all of a sudden changes tempo and atmosphere when you least expect it. It goes from sounding like a Bowie track from the 70’s to a catchy ragtime piano stomper that you just want to dance to.

The only song I was a bit irritated by was “Haiti.” The song itself is great, and Régine Chassagne has a great voice and brings a lot to the track, but it sounds like she is singing under water, which got under my skin a bit. It’s unfortunate that she sounds like this throughout the track because she has a really amazing voice, which you can hear throughout the rest of the album whether back-up or lead vocals.

“Rebellion (Lies)” was my first introduction to the Arcade Fire without even knowing it. This song is featured in PRODUCT(RED) commercials that run over and over again on MTV Hits and I had always wondered who recorded the song, but never was able to find out. From the intro and bass riff, I was able to tell immediately where the song was from. I had always thought that the song was catchy from what I heard in the commercials and now that I’ve heard the whole song, I can understand why Bono wanted to use it in this campaign. We are surrounded by lies everywhere we go, and we cannot fall asleep and let these lies pass for the truth (“Sleeping is giving in/No matter what the time is/Sleeping is giving in/So lift those heavy eyelids”).

The song that I can relate to the most is the album’s final track, “In The Backseat.” At first listen, it brought tears to my eyes. The first two verses really got to me. It brought me back to when I was riding home from the cemetery the day of my father’s funeral. (“I like the peace/In the backseat/I don’t have to drive/I don’t have to speak/I can watch the countryside/And I can fall asleep/My family tree’s/Losing all its leaves/Crashing towards the driver's seat/The lightning bolt made enough heat/To melt the street beneath your feet”) This song brings the album to a very poignant close, and if the soundtrack to my life were on a multiple CD set, this would close the disc that would have played during the time in my life when my father was alive.

I honestly didn’t think that I was going to enjoy this album. I don’t usually listen to indie rock or current music in general. My music collection is stuck in the 1970’s and 1980’s for the most part. This album was a pleasant surprise for me at this point in my life. I didn’t expect to have such a connection with the music, but isn’t that what music is all about, after all? Music is about connecting words and sounds with your emotions, whether happy, sad, angry, romantic or whatever the case may be at the time. Funeral has been one of those albums that had gotten me through a very rough time in my life and kept me company when I felt sad and lonely and I’m glad I opened my mind up to this band and this album and enjoyed it to the fullest.

© Allyson Yates, 2008

Little Miss Perfect (2005)

i'm not like anyone else
and I don't plan to be
i can't live my life
like every girl I see.

blonde hair, bright blue eyes
barbie-like figure, telling lies
it's so sad to see
the loss of individuality
all around me.

low-cut jeans, baby tees
take me away from all of this, please
you're watching too much TV
and admiring too many celebrities.

i've seen too much of this
and it makes me sick
i wish she could disappear
in one magic trick
little miss perfect...

if you expect me, of all people
to be like her
well, you're in for a surprise
my dear, sir.

i prefer to be who i am
not someone in a magazine
i'm not into conformity
i'm a part of my own scene.

little miss perfect
you're giving such a bad message
look alike, sound alike, dress alike
what's wrong with this picture?

i wish she could disappear
in one swift trick.

little miss perfect
can't you see?
individuality is the key...


© Allyson Yates, 2005

Toes In The Sand (2008)



© Allyson Yates, 2008

Song Of The Week (Week of 11.30.08): Welcome To The Jungle - Guns N' Roses


Released back in 1987 (the song is as old as me...that's kinda cool, but also scary at the same time), Guns N' Roses broke into the music scene from the city of Los Angeles with this lead-off single from their debut album Appetite For Destruction. And with Slash's opening guitar riff, you know that they couldn't be ignored for long. The song peaked at number seven on the Billboard 100 and the rest, as they say, is history.

Download link: http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=a1eb0b4455219a77d2db6fb9a8902bda

A Return... (2008)

and so, i have returned
to the art of writing poetry
but not to my pen and paper
i’ve decided to go electronic
keeping my thoughts and dreams
in word documents
much, much easier for a new age girl like me
thinking outside the box, thinking ahead of her time
well, not in every aspect
give me the golden age of film and television
none of this reality game show shit
the american idol’s and the survivor’s
whatever happened to “lucy, I’m home”?
whatever happened to that on monday nights?
as you may not already realize
i’m not your average twenty-one year old female
i don’t follow all the trends; i don’t follow the clique
i do my own thing; what makes me happy
not what everyone else wants me to do
it’s been a long time coming, but i think it’s time to break out
finally emerge as the woman that i’ve always wanted to become
not the girl that everyone wants me to stay
this is a re-introduction, if you will
just call me Ally
nice to meet you
i used to reject my nickname
now I embrace it wholeheartedly
it’s a sign of the changing times
the return to me.



© Allyson Yates, 2008

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Monday, November 24, 2008

Visions Of Insomnia (2005)

northern lights strike beyond our nerves
and certainly interfere
with the calm from elsewhere
i'm awake tonight...

© Allyson Yates, 2005

Proud To Be A Woman (2008)



© Allyson Yates, 2008

Paint A Picture (2006)

paint a picture with some imagination
it will free your mind up without question

think about the silhouette of a woman
staring back at you from the doorway
her eyes see right through you
but you can't figure her out

you try to ask questions
but you hardly get an answer
she starts to cry; tears begin to fall
they give you a chance to really see her

who is this woman in your doorway
that cries herself to sleep every night
that's me, baby
that's me

paint a picture of devastation
i'll be your muse; your inspiration

© Allyson Yates, 2006

Self-Portrait (2007)



© Allyson Yates, 2007

Song Of The Week (Week Of 11.24.08): Kill The Lights - Britney Spears


This was one of the first songs to be leaked from Britney Spears' upcoming album Circus and it's definitely one of the best songs she's ever done. Danja works his writing and producing magic with Britney once again after working on tracks with her last year on Blackout. This track has a great disco feel to it without sounding too cheesy. Definitely catchy and highly recommended.

Download Link: http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=a1eb0b4455219a77d2db6fb9a8902bda

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Drunk On A Dream (2005)

imagine an angel
drunk on a dream
life is so hard
for this lovely girl

why does she have to suffer
for her art?
pain is just part of the program
she would say

cigarette smoke shimmers
as she takes a drag
it's her only relief
from the constant jetlag

everyone stares at her
when she sits alone
with every stare she gets
she starts to break

like a fragile glass
thrown to the floor
ready to meet its fate
a thousand little pieces

can't I just be left alone?
why won't you let me be?
i just don't get
what you see in me

her eyes seem to talk back
to the people that see
the girl that she tries
so hard to be

imagine an angel...

drunk on a dream
high on life
a slave to the music
that's shaped her life



© Allyson Yates, 2005

Cherry Blossoms (2008)



© Allyson Yates, 2008

Tonight's Feature Presentation (2008)

tonight’s feature presentation
has everything you’d ever want
in a blockbuster
comedy, romance, action
drama, drama and more drama

a moment of truth:
i am in love

oh so deeply in love
but he doesn’t know
he doesn’t know how much I care
should he find out?
and if he ever does
will i lose him forever?

watch the plot thicken…

close up on the tarot cards
on the table in maria’s backyard

the three of swords
struggle; heartbreak
tears; strife
conflict…
“i hate when i pull this card”

a moment of truth:
my father is dead

one summer day
my life completely changed
yes i have my mom
but i feel like an orphan
at twenty-one years old
and the family doesn’t care

see the drama unfold…
cut to the bell tower
every single day
i’m reminded of my loss
my pain
what i would give to see him
just one more time

but it’s time for me to soldier on

tonight’s feature presentation
will prove that there is
life after death

© Allyson Yates, 2008

Fashion Bonfire (2007)



© Allyson Yates, 2008

An Introduction, If You Will

Hello everyone. My name is Allyson. I'm a 21 year old college student that wants to do too much with her life, ha ha.

A friend of mine told me that I was a diamond in the rough, and that I was gonna break out very soon, and when I do, it's gonna be real sublime. That is the inspiration behind the title and the purpose of this new blog. I'll still be on LiveJournal because I have friends there that I still keep in touch with and I just don't wanna let go.

This will be the home to my artwork, poetry, rants, raves, etc. I won't be rehashing any of my older stuff (from 2003-2007) unless I feel like it's relevant to my current state of mind. Feedback is always appreciated. Enjoy!